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Revolver
01:46
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You told me you were sorry
But I've spent years just waiting for
Another piece to fall beside you
You told me not to worry
But the lines that fade from red to blue
Aren't leading anywhere untrue
And by last light
The metaphor became undone
As all the insides turned to out
And replaced the loathing with the doubt
And we'll find out
When the world revolves again
I know it's not the best time
But these things I've got can't wait around
For one of us to be underground and
I found a place for my spine
It's right beside the heart your stole
And dumped on the roadside long ago
And now tonight
I'm sure I'm not the only one
Who looked deep inside those pretty eyes
And saw the truth behind the lies
We'll find out
When the world revolves again
I sit here with all this blood on my hands
I'm finding out that I'm not a person I can stand and
I can wait here forever til you find me on the floor
But you're not mine to die for anymore
You're not mine to die for anymore
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We've all been waiting here a long time
We've all been standing on stage yelling out with our fists raised high
We've seen the world go further into the deep end
And now it's time to tear down walls and change some minds
I think we're on our way
I think we're moving on
So much for standing by
It's time to take them down
No more fake rebellions
No more waiting for someone to tell us no
We've had it up to here with your fake rebellions
We're here to take it back
You oughta know
You've got to go
You've gotta go
Run through the gas clouds to the next dawn
Speak the names and spark the flame
FUCK ONE TWO
Sticks and stones and blood and bones
And all the things we've called our own
Don't mean anything until every last motherfuckers running from the undertow
Tear down the monuments
Rename every fucking town
The system's overwhelmed
It's time to tear it down
No more fake rebellions
No more waiting for someone to tell us no
We've had it up to here with your fake rebellions
We're here to take it back
You oughta know
You've got to go
You've gotta go
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Dyatlov Pass
00:36
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Annunciation declaration
Pain confinement and division
Defer collision excitation
Release disbursement and revision
Recreation indecision
Music film and television
Multiply divide derision
Start deciding
Stop
Finality
Are we finally free?
Finality
Finality
How long until we're free?
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Trouble Sleeping
02:43
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You told me that you wanna die
I said that I can't relate, I've spent too much time
Trying to survive and still fighting
Barely moving but alive
Staying inside through a whole summer
Creating something out of nothing that I'll ever find
Four rooms and an entire life
Stuck in between myself and a waste of time
I'm staying up nights looking for the light
At the end of the tunnel again
So many nights without my friends
I'm staying up nights looking for the light
All I've found is my entire life inside
Had trouble sleeping but it all makes sense
Maybe it's over, maybe I'm wiser
Maybe I'm overthinking and should just call it quits
Maybe this is really happening
Maybe it's another time I have to start over
I've been worried for an entire winter
Standing in place while the present passed me by
Four walls and an exit sign
Sleeping through the panic of an endless wasted life
I'm staying up nights looking for the light
At the end of the tunnel again
So many months without my friends
I'm staying up nights looking for the light
All I've found is my entire life inside
Had trouble sleeping but it all makes sense
It’s the feeling when you hear a song that caves the center of your chest in and the emptiness is both frightening and comforting at the same time.
It’s being awake at 230am knowing you have to get up at 6 but staring into the blackness looking for the color swirl that happens just out of the corner of your eye.
It’s the quiet of the morning walk when you can hear birds singing but they’re not close enough to make out a clear melody but it’s close enough to let you know it’s there.
It’s a sadness but a sadness you know and live with and live in, an anger you let dissipate but hover like a light fog, a loneliness that comes with being around other people.
It’s wanting to be held and touched but also left alone and ignored.
It’s everything, it’s nothing really.
It’s fine, ok, getting by, alive, dealing with it.
It’s not.
It’s all of that.
We all have trouble sleeping
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I know I'm pathetic, I knew when she said it
A loser, a bum's what she called me when I drove her home
There's no more waiting and sure no more wasting
I've done all I can but she still wants to be left alone
You got, you got, you got to help me out
And I'll try not to argue
No one, no one, no one likes a drop-out
Mistakes are hard to undo
Don't pull me down, this is where I belong
I think I'm different but I'm the same and I'm wrong
Don't pull me down, this is where I belong
I think I'm different, this is where I belong
I think it's disgusting, believing and trusting
If I gave a fuck there would be nothing for me to prove
Although it's amusing, it's slightly confusing
I've done all I can but her ego is still hard to move
You got, you got, you got to help me out
And I'll try not to argue
No one, no one, no one likes a drop-out
Mistakes are hard to undo
Don't pull me down, this is where I belong
I think I'm different but I'm the same and I'm wrong
Don't pull me down, this is where I belong
I think I'm different but this is where I belong
Don't pull me down, this is where I belong
I think I'm different, this is where I belong
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Oh it's been such a long night for a short time
And I am barely keeping awake
I'd like to say I trued
But I keep falling back on my old ways
Saying "hands off the merchandise"
As I capsize in some vacant eyes
And wash up on the shores of an already outdated life
Sing it back like something you used to know
Don't try to pretend it meant anything before you let it go
The words that follow you into the night...
"Maybe I'll get those right this time"
All the songs that kept us in touch so well
Are all lost in all the places that we fell
So we toss all of the memories on the shelf
Til we get older, maybe remember what we felt
Thought I was here for a good time not a long time
All the days just drifting by
Now all the years stretch out ahead of me
Thinking maybe my design
Was made obsolete on the planning side
And I can't decide if I should sit or fly
And so for now I guess I'm older
And I'm wasting all my time trying to decide
If when the time comes to say goodbye
When I leave, can I say I tried?
All the songs that kept us in touch so well
Are all lost in all the places that we fell
So we toss all of the memories on the shelf
Til we get older, maybe remember what we felt
All the songs I wrote over the years
Have been lost inside our greater fears
So I toss them all away
And now that I'm older, I don't remember what to say
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