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Deny/Resupply
03:44
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Alone again, feeling like I'm back in my bed when I was 10
Trying to count sheep but only finding wolves inside my head
40 years in a broken body that's never felt like mine
Counting backwards every second
Trying to will myself to fine, I'm fine, I'm fine
There's gotta be more to life than this
Living isn't just trying to exist
I can't be the only one who thinks
I'm on the brink of something better
And someday, I'll look back on this
And I'll say, "This is where I started living"
Making choices for the best
I'm doing more and thinking less
I'm not just killing time
I'm killing the worst years of my life
I am an alien, having an out of body experience again
I'm a ghost who haunts this house of the dead
And so it's back to earth I tread
Is this another end, another boring story in my head
I can't deny, I can't deny, I resupply
And out the door again
Change my habits, change my name
Grow out my hair and make a change
I've finally figured out the game
And I'm on the brink of something better
And someday, I'll look back on this
And I'll say, "This is where I started living"
Making choices for the best
I'm doing more and thinking less
I'm not just killing time
I'm killing the worst years of my life
Someday, I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I deny, I resupply
I'm on the brink of something better
And someday, I'll look back on this
And I'll say, "This is where I started living"
Making choices for the best
I'm doing more and thinking less
I'm not just killing time
I'm killing the worst years of my life
Hey, someday
Someday, I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I'm killing the worst years of my life
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The Tide Rolls Out
02:58
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I am stranded on this island singing whale songs in my sleep
Praying to any god who's listening that I've got a soul to keep
I am fraying at my edges, picking hard at every seam
You can look for hidden meanings but it's really not that deep
I'm not that deep
What do you do when all you can do is dissolve
Drag out every consequence til the last one is the cause
"We're treading water" they say, but I'm not one to absolve
The sins of all my yesterdays
I write down my scattered thoughts
I'm a breaker on the shoreline
I'm the last train leaving town
I'm the concrete dam that's holding back your tides
I'm the anchor to your everything
Leave me til I drown
Canonize your afternoons, I'll be sleeping in the streets
Just wasting all my hours, kicking out all my relief
And I'm still waiting on this island, a lonely shipwrecked thief
I don't own my only answers
They went down with my beliefs
I'm a breaker on the shoreline
I'm the last train leaving town
I'm the concrete dam that's holding back your tides
I'm the anchor to your everything
Leave me til I drown
Leave me til I drown
Leave me til I drown
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3. |
River Song
04:08
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I'd like to know what you are thinking
For the moment now that we've been drinking
All our cares away on this cold and lonely autumn night
Is it about us and what we could be?
Is it everything your father said about me?
Well I guess that's fine
But I've never been one to go down without a fight
Let's go down to the river you know
Back to the place we call home
Let's go down to the river tonight
So I guess we're back where we began it
On the shore of all the places where we planned it
Every day and dream on that warm and hopeful summer night
Can you look at me like you used to?
Or has the ship sailed away with out futures?
Well I guess that's fine
But I'm still asking you to come home with me tonight
Let's go down to the river you know
Back to the place we call home
Let's go down to the river tonight
Let's go down to the river you know
Back to the place we call home
Let's go down to the river tonight
Don't tell me it's a fairytale
That all our plans and dreams have failed
Just stay one night and we'll be warmer
In the light of day
The river's here and so am I
So let that be our lullaby
And though the stars may fall around us
I swear we'll find our way back home
Let's go down to the river you know
Back to the place we call home
Let's go down to the river tonight
Let's go down to the river you know
Back to the place we call home
Let's go down to the river tonight
Tonight
Tonight
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4. |
Falling In Line
05:09
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The hope is keeping me alive
And it's only just a step away from here
This time
Your lips are telling me it's fine
To move on from the space we never filled
With time
And it's only a matter of time
Before I play my hand and find
It's time
I love the way we fall in line
Failing still to keep in touch by your
Design
Your lips are deadly, love, to mine
And I'd fall apart if your crosshairs would just cross
With mine
Falling in love
Falling in line
If life is a lie
Wherefore am I
It's only a matter of time
Until I play your hand and find
It's time
Cross my heart if you'd define
Any sense of consequence to our design
Your lips are a vanquished sense of line
That I will never get to divine
And it's only a matter of time
Until you play your hand and find
It's time
It's time
It's time
It's time
The hope is keeping me alive
And you're only just a step away from home
This time
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5. |
Past The Point Of Rescue
04:06
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Last night I dreamed you were back again
Larger than life again
Holding me tight again
Placing those same kisses on my brow
Sweeter than ever now
Lord, I remember how
Couldn't get enough of kissing
Do you know how much you're missing?
No, you don't
But I do
The days like a slow train trickle by
And even the words that I write
Refuse to fly
All I can hear is your song haunting me
Can't get the melody
Out of my head, you see
Distractions are amusing
Do you know how much you're losing?
No, you don't
But I do
But I do, and I wonder if I'm past the point of rescue
There is no word for you and all the best that you can do
Never meant to push or shove you
Do you know how much I love you?
No, you don't
But I do
I swore I'd never fall like this again
Fools like me never win
Came to my knees again
Can't close the door on the likelihood
Things might be just as good
As I always believed they would
Gotta let your love invite me
Baby, do you think it might be?
No, you don't
But I do
But I do, and I wonder if I'm past the point of rescue
There is no word for you and all the best that you can do
Never meant to push or shove you
Do you know how much I love you?
No, you don't
But I do
But I do, and I wonder if I'm past the point of rescue
There is no word for you and all the best that you can do
Never meant to push or shove you
Do you know how much I love you?
No, you don't
But I do
Oh no you don't, but I do
Oh no you don't, but I do
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6. |
Coffee On Sunday
02:38
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Hear the trees and their whispers
Let it come to life
All the love that there is for you
Is waiting in the light
Soft kisses and the rain
An embrace under the sky
This love could last beyond the world
Let it come to life
You leave me breathless in the morning
In the sunlight through the air
You steal my oxygen in afternoons
When the light flows through your hair
You keep me floating in the evenings
When the moon hangs low and clear
You are every moment in my day
You are the reason
If I could write the future
For a minute, an entire day
Then I wouldn't be so scared
Then you wouldn't run away
If I could write the future
Then maybe I could say
That I'm not running from the question
That I'm enough to make you stay
Let it come to life
Let it come to life
The echoes in the space between
The echoes of both you and me
Fighting off the gravity
Fighting off the gravity
Of everything
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