Deny​/​Resupply

from Low Midnight Sun by How I Became Invisible

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Alone again, feeling like I'm back in my bed when I was 10
Trying to count sheep but only finding wolves inside my head
40 years in a broken body that's never felt like mine
Counting backwards every second
Trying to will myself to fine, I'm fine, I'm fine

There's gotta be more to life than this
Living isn't just trying to exist
I can't be the only one who thinks
I'm on the brink of something better

And someday, I'll look back on this
And I'll say, "This is where I started living"
Making choices for the best
I'm doing more and thinking less
I'm not just killing time
I'm killing the worst years of my life

I am an alien, having an out of body experience again
I'm a ghost who haunts this house of the dead
And so it's back to earth I tread
Is this another end, another boring story in my head
I can't deny, I can't deny, I resupply
And out the door again

Change my habits, change my name
Grow out my hair and make a change
I've finally figured out the game
And I'm on the brink of something better

And someday, I'll look back on this
And I'll say, "This is where I started living"
Making choices for the best
I'm doing more and thinking less
I'm not just killing time
I'm killing the worst years of my life

Someday, I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I deny, I resupply
I'm on the brink of something better

And someday, I'll look back on this
And I'll say, "This is where I started living"
Making choices for the best
I'm doing more and thinking less
I'm not just killing time
I'm killing the worst years of my life

Hey, someday
Someday, I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I'm killing the worst years of my life

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from Low Midnight Sun, released February 19, 2021

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